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2005/11/5 23:57:54
『『枫』』 |
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天气:
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| 我用力牵起你没温度的双手 过往温柔 已经被时间上锁 只剩挥散不去的难过 缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念 我把爱烧成了落叶 却换不回熟悉的那张脸 想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
爱真的不需要承诺？ 爱你，所以希望你过的好，天天开心就好。就是这么简单！ |
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2005/11/5 23:35:18
『蒝唻快楽祗昰一瞬閒』 |
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天气:
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| 爱情是一个人的事 只要他快乐就好
诺言 有时只是善意的谎言 ``````````````不知道
这样 的成全 会让他们在一起吗
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2005/11/5 22:37:54
『宝主』 |
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天气:
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| 为什么要认识她,记得那是一次和朋友第一次去的聊聊,然后就看见了她,她也是第一次.在那些日子里我们聊的很开心,彼此都谈了些从来都没有说过的话,记得是一天我说的一句玩笑话若她生气了，我很害怕,怕她离开我,我很快就去找她了，在去找她的途中我想了很多,有好的也有坏的,到站了她来接我看见她有种说不出来的感觉,感觉我在哪里见过她,当天下着雨我们打着一把伞她挽者我,那是第一次有女孩挽者我感觉很好,在路上我们都很沉没,吃饭的时候她接了一个电话然后说有事就没时间陪了,买了张火车票让我回来.当时我的心好沉重.不知道她是不是还没有原谅我，还是我张的还没有达到她理想中的那样.我真的好想她,不知道她有没有在意我的感受.我试着把她忘记可是真的不行,每天早晨起来打开电脑就先进聊聊等她,虽然话没有以前那么多了,但是看到她在我就很开心了。她老是说我小心眼,每次看到她和别人聊的很开心我就不是很高兴.好了不说了.都记在心里了. |
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2005/11/5 21:18:15
『尐敏ル』 |
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天气:
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| 老公：或许你真的不知道有时候你的一句话可以让一个爱你的人心好痛。不要再伤害我了，好吗？？？ 我拥有的是一颗水晶心，透明但是易碎。我不想让它再摔碎。 |
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2005/11/5 21:03:29
『尐敏ル』 |
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天气:
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| 今天下午的雨好大，好久没看到这么大的雨了。叶：我跟他说了。 |
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2005/11/5 20:12:43
『ㄗs:遂.風﹖』 |
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````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````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2005/11/5 20:06:11
『┊讌 敏┊』 |
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天气:
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| 叶：我觉得这件事还是你自己说比较好。而且我相信雁来不会怪你的 ```每个人都会有犯错的时候呀~如果不行，我跟他说把。 |
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2005/11/5 20:02:25
『蓝』 |
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| 我不习惯一个人 我不要一个人 我们做回朋友好吗 你不要这样好吗 我真的```````````````就算自私 我知道错了 我讨厌死我自己了 为什么会这样 为什么放不下``````````` |
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2005/11/5 18:48:15
『ㄗs:遂.風﹖』 |
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| 叶和敏：你们有什么事瞒着我么？玲洁你说吧``我不会生气的`你们都说吧```我无所谓了``你们这样一次次我真的心很烦了`你们有什么事情不能告诉我呢``告诉我好么``就算我求求你们了``我们几个之间有必要这样么`你说吧``我不会怪你们任何人的`要怪那就怪我自己吧```你们也不用担心我``我很坚强的`我会做好心理准备的`我什么都可以承受```你们早点告诉我`我现在什么都在想``我也不知道你们现在说的到底是什么事情``你们值得这样么`真的很希望知道一切的```我``I MISS 知道一切``等到你们的结果中``````````` |
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2005/11/5 18:29:34
『水灵』 |
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| 无意间知道了这个网站，看了上面别人写的日记，觉得不错。也想来写点什么的。 |
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2005/11/5 17:39:37
『我』 |
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| 我只想把一切都忘记，从新过我自己的生活，我不想在这样下去了，这样过的好累，好累，是该结束了 |
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2005/11/5 17:28:16
『蓝色心情』 |
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| 最近的心情不知为什么总是想莫名其妙的发火，好烦，好多作业都不会做，好像我每次心情不好都会上网，我上网的时间比我学习的时间还长。只要我心情不好，就是有课我也会来上的，在这里我学习没有学好，倒学会了逃课。想想都有点不可意思自己竟然会变成这个样子。 |
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2005/11/5 17:23:51
『叶』 |
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2005/11/5 14:23:13
『择我所爱』 |
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| 今天,走在熟悉的荔枝公园路上,突然想起了给新打电话,毫不犹豫的拨打过去,"你拨打的电话号码已失效"提示音让我有一种心凉透般的感觉.时间已经摧毁了当初的一切承诺.呆呆的坐在我们曾经坐过的凳子上,心情很凄凉,往事沥沥在目.不敢再回忆,惆怅的离开这个曾经熟悉的地方.为什么你总是我心口永远的痛! |
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2005/11/5 12:56:13
『平』 |
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| 我的哥哥,你去了哪里,为什么要躲起来让我找不到你,好牵挂你啊.
你唯一的妹妹 |
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2005/11/5 12:36:51
『┊讌 敏┊』 |
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2005/11/5 7:14:15
『顽皮的宝宝』 |
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| 又是一个通宵啊！好困啊！今天又要睡一天的觉了，真无聊啊！人活着到底是为了什么啊！谁能告诉我呀！，算了，我要回学校睡觉了，下个星期在来寻找答案吧！ |
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2005/11/5 0:57:41
『强』 |
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| 瑶`你现在还过得好嘛？之中我和你分手那一刻开始`你知道我心里面有多痛，有多难过嘛？`我算了算`我们分手有2年了吧`这2年的时间里面有多少痛，有多少伤心``我看到你的身影慢慢象相反地方走去
`你知道我心里面是多么想拉住你`想告诉你`我是永远会爱你的`
`但是我没有做`我也知道就算我做了也没有什么用`
`在这2年里面你知道我心里面有多想你嘛`我好想时光倒流`那我就会拉住对你说`我爱你`不会让你走`但是我自己也知道现在后悔也没有用了`````
`````就算我们分手了`我还是真心爱你的`我现在一直在等你回到我身边``我的心是永远不变的`
````我想到`你和我分手说的话```我现在就会哭出来```我是真的好难过啊`现在没有一个人了解我``你知道我多么痛苦嘛？ |
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2005/11/5 0:30:35
『人淡如菊』 |
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| 我们在一起总是斗嘴,总是像孩子一样争个输赢。你说你欣赏的是一这样一种爱情：没有太多的轰轰烈烈惊天动地,有的是象流水一样绵延不断的感觉；没有太多的海誓山盟花前月下，有的是相对无言眼波如流的默契……我一直还记得那个下午，你坐在我对面，看着杂志看着玻璃窗外的人来人往，咖啡的香味在我们之间弥散。心情平静美好，我们看着对方微笑。那时，我固执的认为你就是我的。不开心会给你说，喝醉了一定给你电话，半夜被噩梦吓醒一定会马上哭着打电话给你说那梦有多可怕，你总是24小时开机温柔的安慰我。你就这样陪着我，虽然也经常说我苯，和我斗嘴，气的我说不出来话，可我真的以为你是我的。
你后来一直问我怎么知道她存在的，我一直没说。其实是那天我们去吃饭的时候，你上洗手间的时候，手机响了，是短信，我看了。上面的字很简短：“老公，我饿了。”我一下呆了，这时你来了，慌乱中我把它删除了。我尽量装做若无其事，但我还是控制不了，吃牛排的时候，故意把辣椒酱撒到你衣服上，说话全和你抬杠，我就想和你吵架，大骂你一顿，然后拂袖而去。但你却一直迁就着我。你以为我只是突然的间歇性情绪不好。送我到门口，我看着你，第一次认真的对你说：“再见”。你不知道对我来说“再见”就是在也没有责任义务再见面。
我们认识了三年了吧，很多东西已经成了习惯。我习惯装作什么也没发生，努力克制自己，让自己和你淡薄、疏远。问什么也不跟你说。你不知道在那段时间里面我是怎样痛苦的克制自己。克制自己不给你电话，克制自己喝多了不给你电话，克制自己半夜突然想到你不给你电话，直到自己哭的泪流满面......
我用了好长的时间，才使自己归于平静。终于可以平静的和你说笑，气着我的时候，我可以大声是说：“你去死吧！”，你总是笑嘻嘻的说：“我死了，你怎么办...”。也可以平静的对你说，我爱上了另一个男人，为他我改变了多少，有多矛盾和痛苦，喜悦和开心...
我以为一切的一切就这样下去了，我们两个是交叉过后的平行线，再不相交。但今天，我碰见了个久未联系的朋友，他告诉了我，那个她其实只是你的一个普通朋友，她只是习惯了那样同你开玩笑。你一直弄不清楚为什么我的突然转性、冷淡，你气我连你电话都不接，问什么也不说...今天我也才知道，原来你给我设置的彩铃音乐叫 BECAUSE I Love You.....
朋友说：“我觉得你们那么合适，以为你们一定会走到最后的...。”
我不知道该怎样告诉你我此刻的心情。但我知道，我们已经错过了。
我把给你的彩铃换了，新的歌名叫“向左走，向右走” |
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2005/11/5 0:25:48
『羽燕』 |
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| 刚才看了我那篇日记觉得自己很厉害啊,可能伤感的时候人就是艺术家.你选择了她.我知道了什么都知道.无论你认为我是骗你还我真的做错了什么而我不知道的.我都不想去说了.可能你认为我骗你的会随着时间的流逝你会明白我的做法.或者证明我是清白的是你冤枉了我.呵呵~~~~从第一次分手以后在我的语言里面就习惯了有"呵呵~~~"这个词语存在,在QQ上这已经成为我的标志.我就是希望自己开心!是的，我承认我对自己说的谎，我骗不了我自己，因为我找不到合适的理由说给我自己听，找不到足够的理由让我自己不再爱你。昔日的点点滴滴，总是在我心底重复播放,今天的你还好吗？这是我最想知道的，真的想放弃了放过自己放过你,遍体鳞伤的结局不一定就能刻骨铭心。但这样的结局现在也以让我全身没有一处是完好的。就轻轻的挥挥手，对昔日说声再见！ 真的感谢！这一路上有你.曾说过爱你，今天明天或是将来仍是爱你，只是成了爱你却不能与你在一起。这次我伤了妈妈的心伤了家人的心。甚至我弟弟也懂事到说：姐开心点，还有我们，我们是陪你一辈子的人。凡事都有得有失吧——我再一次感觉到我的家人的重要家人的温暖。其实曾经有种感觉，想让它成为永远。当我在开始去实现这个“永远”的时候。才发现它已渐渐的消失了。今天我总算悟出：“原来握在手里的不一定就是我们真正拥有的，我们所拥有的也不一定就是我们真正铭刻在心的！继而明白人生很多的时候需要对宁静的关照和自觉的放弃或许可以讲放弃是因为爱！”放弃心仪已久却无缘朋友，放弃某种投入却无收获的情，放弃某种心灵的期望。我不是因为你而来到这个世界，却是因为你而更加眷恋这个世界。如果能和你在一起，我会对这个世界满怀感激，既然现在不能和你在一起，我默默的走开吧，无论我现在的身体状况是怎么样，仍然不会失掉对这个世界的爱和感激??感谢上帝让我与你相遇又与你分离。在以后的路里，希望我们永远不要见面了，就当从不认识过，碰面的时候就当不认识我好吗。愿每一个花之晨雪之夕，每一个有星的夜，每一个有梦的白昼，每一朵花的馨香中你都感觉到我对你的祝福，每一阵轻风中都有我的心语。（原本是想给你打电话说完这翻话的，但觉得还没这个必要了。你知道不知道都是那样的。我会好好的吃药顺利的把学业完成） |
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